Pass The Brass

Well, things here are slowly but surely settling into the stale every day grind that is the MP life. So I have nothing cool or new to report here. I guess I could just use this time as “Dear Diary…” time.

I’ve been thinking alot about this site and how it has come to the steady, sometimes droll being that it is. I think about how much fun it was to be able to just get on here and really open up and write everything that I wanted to write and it was an awesome vent at times, and other times it helped as a source of strength…a place I could go for encouragement, or just to hear the right words to help me get through some problem I may have been facing. I still have those inspirations. They may be a little farther apart than they used to be, but then life’s different here and my mind has shifted interests and other time’s it’s bogged down with worrying about something to do with werk. No fun, I know.

But I miss those “good ole” days where I could post on here what I willed. It’s sad that it has come to this, a suppression of my outlet, my “heart’s desires” for this site have been repressed and with it…the creative spark, the joy that came with…has been diminished to but a dull flame that sits inside…hidden under a bushel.

I mourn the loss of creativity. My spirit abates into the dull void of censorship and conformity to governmental ideals.

OK thats enough of that, back to werk with yooz folks! A lil too much emphasis went into this post here.

Just want to say thanks again to all who read, have read, and continue to do so, despite the lessening of life in this beast. You guys are a part of my life that I have loved having ever since this idea came into fruition back in Korea.

May God flourish your lives and bring peace to you this day.

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